THis Is It

Pray for me.

lol. screwed up

Guitar

mood: super annoyed.

it’s sabbaticals week, im in Guitar. it’s tough but the sound is really nice. hope it doesnt affect my playing piano though. consulted my piano teacher and she said it might affect a bit if u practice guitar too much. cos the skin on ur left hand fingers will harden and that will affect ur feel of the piano keys, so im assuming it will affect the ability to control loudness.

i hope to be able to play First Kiss(similar to 彩虹) and 淡水海边. they’re such nice songs.
anywas below is something some people finally managed to produce after some serious photographic lessons:

so thats a black one. there were 3 other colors..blue red and sunburst(typical orange). 3ppl bought blue 1 bought red and i was the only one who got a black. but seriously i think black is the best.

Exam

somehow i find this exam extremely important, even more than PSLE.

and how much effort have i put in? not much. seriously. ok i admit. VERY LITTLE.

time is really running out. there’re only about 2.3 wks before the day. i think i should make some preparations to get myself ready. and maybe should also imagine myself having the exam so when the real thing comes i wont be too nervous… hope the examiner is nice, like last time’s, who gave me a D for gr6. that was definitely the most important factor that drove me to resume piano after a 6-month interval. the result for this exam’s gonna have some kind of big impact on me as well.

i think i’ll take a vid of my exam songs. that’ll probably be like having an examiner listening. but hope i can still rmbr saying this tmr. my memory is failing.

oh and today was x-country. i ran. i completed. i felt like i almost died. i was still feeling totally alright when i walked around the finishing line, trying to find some classmates and also getting back my breath. but when i finally found one and decided to go back to my classroom. this sudden dizziness caught up and i had to rush and get a seat before i faint. i put my head on the table and tried to fall asleep but i couldn’t. i fought with lack of oxygen for about 15min before i gave up and tried a different approach. i went to the water cooler and drank water…and felt BETTER! but after i went back to sit down, the weird uneasy feeling came back again. i think it’s lack of oxygen + dehydration + digestive problem bah. n uh, i kept yawning on my way back home… (yawning gives people more oxygen right?)

oh i forgot to say. i farted and burped a lot when i was feeling unwell. and then when i reached home, whole load of stuff came out and i felt much better. so that explains why i said digestive problem earlier.

off-topic: now and then, i keep feeling strange yells that echo around in my head, n i clearly rmbr first experiencing it in my nightmare when i was having a fever long long time ago. wonder if it’ll stick with me for life.

Jap songs

anybody knows who that is…? …hm guess not? Ai Otsuka! im not the kind of person who’s really into jap stuff but just saw her concert on mtv asia channel…and thought the songs were really nice. the high songs weren’t too hyper or extreme. n no matter the tempo is fast or slow or moderate, they were all kinda sweet. or maybe it’s bcoz of her voice.

oh wait in chinese she’s  大塚 愛 read as da4 zhong3 ai4. (i think.) im not sure haha.

i think imma start looking for people who hav her songs. ( :

and long time ago someone sent me a bunch of jap songs which i just threw someone in a folder…(din meant it >< sorry) and i jus listened and and and…i realizeddd…they’re all very nice leh… din know jap songs appeal to me that much. oh well, maybe can ask for some more from him.