i had the worst dream this morning. there was death, in the form of her slowly fading, into an invisible body that looks liquid but with a solid shape.
wats particularly disturbing was we could still communicate, and it seems everybody else was leaving, not giving a dam. and somewhere in the back of my mind i vaguely remember it felt like it was during a y-con/camp thing. ironic
but with the negative aspects i saw through ycamp, it makes sense why such an image could be conjured in my subconscious. most of the whole y- thing was good. the con part was fine. it was the camp where all the negative observations i usually make outside i made there.
i think my expectations were too high. heh.
wondering if/how i should join again..
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and there appeared this face so beautiful i missed the moment i awoke. oh mannn
