Exam

somehow i find this exam extremely important, even more than PSLE.

and how much effort have i put in? not much. seriously. ok i admit. VERY LITTLE.

time is really running out. there’re only about 2.3 wks before the day. i think i should make some preparations to get myself ready. and maybe should also imagine myself having the exam so when the real thing comes i wont be too nervous… hope the examiner is nice, like last time’s, who gave me a D for gr6. that was definitely the most important factor that drove me to resume piano after a 6-month interval. the result for this exam’s gonna have some kind of big impact on me as well.

i think i’ll take a vid of my exam songs. that’ll probably be like having an examiner listening. but hope i can still rmbr saying this tmr. my memory is failing.

oh and today was x-country. i ran. i completed. i felt like i almost died. i was still feeling totally alright when i walked around the finishing line, trying to find some classmates and also getting back my breath. but when i finally found one and decided to go back to my classroom. this sudden dizziness caught up and i had to rush and get a seat before i faint. i put my head on the table and tried to fall asleep but i couldn’t. i fought with lack of oxygen for about 15min before i gave up and tried a different approach. i went to the water cooler and drank water…and felt BETTER! but after i went back to sit down, the weird uneasy feeling came back again. i think it’s lack of oxygen + dehydration + digestive problem bah. n uh, i kept yawning on my way back home… (yawning gives people more oxygen right?)

oh i forgot to say. i farted and burped a lot when i was feeling unwell. and then when i reached home, whole load of stuff came out and i felt much better. so that explains why i said digestive problem earlier.

off-topic: now and then, i keep feeling strange yells that echo around in my head, n i clearly rmbr first experiencing it in my nightmare when i was having a fever long long time ago. wonder if it’ll stick with me for life.

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