Worse

my life’s getting worse by the day.

losing motivation to “chiong”. which means im not _ anymore.

n some boredom numbs me. makes me lazy, not wanna do/feel anything so guess it’s making some negative feelings fade.

n it’s 11.11pm. i shall make a wish. LOL. haha verbs wonder if u’ll read this, if yes, here’s telling u i tried quite hard trying to guess the passwords on ur blog. LoL. but only managed to get 1 right. bleah. sad. n anw, general comment… i guess spoilt people suck, okay im not very much better thats why… (see left column). n maybe it’s just relative. and maturity comes with age. heh. =D

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后悔之前不曾多留意歌曲歌词, 但现在也不迟吧? 进入曲调,词句的意境才能更尽情享受音乐,必要时更畅快地抒发.

好想房间装隔音,再怎么疯狂呐喊也没人理会,那种暂时与世脱离的感觉应该很幸福.

嗨. 我的幻想能力应该可以上世界前十了?

第89键

每字每句…

好亲切…

每个画面…

好清晰…

但这么想的…

是我们么?

back again

pre-dance camp orientation today. lol. the games arh… a bit cmi imo. not like it’s ez to think of games suitable for our case lol. -erased- LOL. anyway, i realized the importance of dance camp. hah. doesnt affect me as much as some others though. mm. but good luck to the org. comm.

oh. WELCOME BACK and THX thom, for the cap! n now i dun have to wait at the busstop/take bus alone. =D i’ve the cap for company. yay……. lol -.-

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back to my old life. i’ve lost that drive, to chiong for everything.

it lasted… uhh not long enough to quantify.

this is called 自恋

im getting bored.

of that which i only just started.

beahh. how leh?

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look at the noob below -.-

credits to wh,kn,paint

For nothing

all that emo-ing. was really extra i guess.

wateva possible excuses cant save the fact that it was all a bluff.

hilarious.

im talking abt my previous post anyway. xD

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i feel so vulnerable.

maybe it was really too obvious.

lol. aiyooo. X_X

TIC

Game Instructions:

Squat down in a circle with heels up, hands away from the floor, eyes closed.

Game Rules:

1) Do not break the rules.
2) If tapped once, keep saying the rules repeatedly until the game ends.
3) If tapped twice, stand up.
4) If tapped thrice, do whatever you want.

anybody wanna play this game? it’ll be best to play it when u’re so tired u cant even squat steadily or even think properly. it’ll be a bonus if u’re feeling feverish too. coz that’s when i can torture u slowly and and eventually put u down. i knew u gave me ur complete trust so u probably wont defy. hah. anyway i’ll end the game saying u suck, making sure u rmbr it for life.

maybe it’ll make u feel pathetic and stupid ttm? but i dun care, it’s entertaining to me. n i guess u’ll most probably just laugh it off ^_^

but i din

Track!

just watched The Host online.

i guess they tried to make it a happy ending but it’s so fail. if u decided to let the main character die just do it why try to make it up with the revival of another person -.-

gahh. not a very good film.

anyway, now im wondering who links to my blog from whr… hm…

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pretending. is just beyond me.
but i so NEED to learn.

interesting day

nice weather. nice day. it was.

met a bunch of gangsters while playing basketball with my fren, n they played real rough with us. had my thigh elbowed and stomach butted twice.

n guess wat. after we announced we wanna end the game, the guy picked up our ball and kicked it towards the road, but luckily he’s too weak to get it past the metal fence. T_T n then another guy went to pick up the ball and threw it as hard as it could in another direction.

i stood there, stunned. lol. it’s been 5 years since i’ve seen such things happen. but it all came back to me, how common this kind of things were in primary school. haha. but back then the bad guys couldnt do anything to my gang.

okay anyway, i made sure my fren wasnt getting pissed and then went to pick up the ball. i guess u can say minimal dmg was received. =D

hm. that’s all. but one thing i’ve realized is sg’s not as safe as i used to think.

and my thigh still hurts. gahh.

focus!

im still so stuck with my choreo!!!

it’s funny how i can come up with moves i cant do myself, like when i can do it on its own but just cant do it at the song’s tempo, even after an hour of practice? T_T super annoying. im starting to think grooving is so much easier.

i guess the main problem with me is still focus. i cant properly, choreo count by count. i just go thinking abt this and that and maybe simply skipping a few counts and start thinking of moves for the back, which are so scattered that i’ll eventually forget.

oh i even took a break from choreoing by doing math. LoL. even math seems easier now wth.

the good news is that my mind feels free now. and i realized that at least for this coming wk, it’ll be relaxing and maybe exciting just interesting~ before those old troubles come back to haunt me again. sighs.

ok la. time to sleep! else im gonna think too much again.

其实

我发现一切都从未存在过

只是一场幻觉

都不需要失忆的了.

=D

lol. sidenote: im in for some fun man! woohoo FO1! chiong arh. LOL.

ouch.