沦陷

it’s really funny how some people show their true colors in times of conflict. not like it wasnt expected. lol

they forgave friendship for a feel of superiority. perhaps they didnt even notice. it’s just their nature that made them do it. it’s not their fault for being bitches right? everybody’s born different. lol so we’re supposed to forgive them? yea right -.- hate this kind of thinking.

i thought owls were wise, but someone had to invent the saying  “green with envy”.
i thought the sun gave us light, but bulls still charge blindly at red.

jealousy stabs, horns pierce, wars shed blood.
but even as u break, keep that u’ve been proud of: integrity

artemis.

these few days have been just great. love it.

orientation: fac comm intro was a blast. as one of the first people in our line down the stairs, it was GREAT. saw those epic reactions when juniors sitting by the aisle turned and saw us masked people. n all those excited cheers… im so grateful for that highness. n after that met with junior class. ice breaking was screwed but i think now i can rmbr most ppl alrdy. =D oh n i think i’ve got a pretty nice junior class =D

campfire: gahh. i totally enjoyed doing my favourite dance in front of the entire J1 batch + hell lot of other ppl. n by fave dance i meant the ‘09 fac dance, it was the best part of orientation ‘09 for me. =D n kudos to fac comm! saw the pictures and our coordination was good =D. n sodache was.. unforgettable.

fac dance: TO ALL ARTEMISIAN J1S ‘10~ U GUYS ROCK. seriously. u all are much more enthu than my batch lol. oh yeaaa. only 5 days till it ends though. gotta treasure this period. and fac shield… sighs, pressurizing… coz u know wat.. this year.. we stand a chance. =D well. winning isnt everything, it’s just something we set out to achieve.

i still rmbr the quote from our senior fac comm:
Even horses, owls and cows can dance.
What’s more, Lycans stand on two legs and do not have wings for hands.

<3
ARTEMIS

foul talk

all those criticisms abt my frens, so biased, yet so blunt. wonder how people can regenerate stories and make it seem like the truth. makes me wonder if ppl say such things abt me behind my back too.

scary thought.

damned person

how’d you feel having ur good fren ridiculed openly behind his back. with straightforward humiliating remarks. how’d you feel getting called by a crudely offensive nickname for prolonged period of time. n they enjoyed it all. retards.

it’s been another anger-suppression day, n this time im sure the frustration is for the right reason. i will not control my temper for the sake of his enjoyment. how foolish of me to let this bother me for so long. time to fk off from my life, mr.

not bad a day

it’s funny how my mood is inversely proportional to the time i reach home, doesnt really fit but the meaning is there bah.

ok some discovery today: wow yeongtyan is 100x lamer than i tot. geez. comparable to her husband. oh wait i duno if they divorced. -.-

“dance prac” was kind of fail today. but it feels shuang having the entire pe studio to myself, with no bboys crashing around or hiphoppers bouncing everywhere. LOL. no meaning intended, just wanted to phrase it in a funny way. xD. but i really kinda had the entire place to myself and the mat there is better than the one in RUA. n to my poor fren: pls get well soon. or else.. a bit gg. =D

n guess wat. just now after dinner… due to some personal miscalculations, i had to walk all the way from beautyworld to bukit batok natural reserve, to take 157. LOL. haiyo. -.- so tired from walking.

ok someone with work for me to do is online, shall go bathe. lol oops. =X

rush at pain

looking forward to seeing that something everyday, that which hurts with its every detail; ironic but..

coutdown: 17

it’s 17 days to a super sad. no matter wat happens in these 17 days, day 17 will be sad. i know.

im in fear. of reaching that day, of how it’ll end, n most of all, of what’ll come after.

things that may just come back to haunt me when my mind’s vulnerable again: that about him, that about her: bothering matters. damn.

ok some positive stuff: im beginning to like my class more. i mean even more. lol. =D kay no more.

盲目发泄

玻璃片刺痛着

却被憎恨掩盖

****

confidence level dropping like crazy recently. losing faith in everything. when everything becomes as good as nothing, just bcoz u dun hav a.

im getting increasingly frustrated with every single subject, by the day. why the hell do my results just suck so badly. what the f is wrong with my discipline, especially my mind, lose myself just too often.

n stress makes me hate every single person out there. thx

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听见那玻璃碎裂声吗?
那是我胸中的悲剧。